I finished my English final with every thought that came in my head was about you. I even wrote ute name out on the paper for a second then had to scribble it out. I wish I could scribble you out of my head just long enough to foucus on my finals. I don't think its possible though. Does my good qualities out weigh my wrongs. I don't think so. So why try to keep things going? What if you are just setting yourself up for heartbreak and tears? As much as I want you to be next to me it doesnt happen. I don't know if I am ever going to see you again. I'll try to talk to you and be friends. Can things really be same before I was a mistake? If I let you down again you wanted this. I'd rather be by myself than imagaine you crying. I know that you will doubt everything that i say and do. I won't blame you nor get mad you. I take every responsiblity for every action that I do. So here I sit alone without you. My head blank. Nothing but your nAme in my head. So I'll go. Without you