New year old mistakes...
We start fresh. Something that we can all use. A fresh start. Forgetting the old mistakes no matter how hard it could be. Enjoying family and new friends as the clock strikes twelve. As the scenary might change. The new years party at a different house for a different reason. Still, all the same faces and the same smiles. I want to take the year 2009 into my hands and make it bloom into something I always wanted. Sucess, friends, family, and happiness. Happniess not just to me, but to all that are around me. Even to those that I see on a daily basis even if it is not in flesh. They still help me get through my day. Thank you 2008 for everything you have shown me. I'll remmeber everything until 11:59 tonight. After that, my life starts over.
New years resolution:
To not kiss or have any sexual relations with girls that are not my girlfriend.
Sounds stupid
but it is gonna get me out of alot of trouble.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
cuz work is boring...
so y? So y do ppl say follow your heart do what you feel like? But yet you still listen to another peoples thoughts? They are not the ones with the feelings, they are the the ones who only see what the bad and is not feeling the good things. So y? Y let your self cry yourself to sleep? Y let ur smile go away? Y let others dictate how you should be happy? Yeah what they are saying are rational. The things they are saying is very understandable. But when your happy. They should be happy too. But no matter what you do isnt wrong. Cuz blame will always be put on me.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I finished my English final with every thought that came in my head was about you. I even wrote ute name out on the paper for a second then had to scribble it out. I wish I could scribble you out of my head just long enough to foucus on my finals. I don't think its possible though. Does my good qualities out weigh my wrongs. I don't think so. So why try to keep things going? What if you are just setting yourself up for heartbreak and tears? As much as I want you to be next to me it doesnt happen. I don't know if I am ever going to see you again. I'll try to talk to you and be friends. Can things really be same before I was a mistake? If I let you down again you wanted this. I'd rather be by myself than imagaine you crying. I know that you will doubt everything that i say and do. I won't blame you nor get mad you. I take every responsiblity for every action that I do. So here I sit alone without you. My head blank. Nothing but your nAme in my head. So I'll go. Without you
samething different day
why is it so easy to make a mistake? But it seems like that the right thing to to was the wrong thing at the mommenf? It is so easy to say just font make the same mistake again. That doesnt help a person that made a mistake many times over. Is it really worth dropping someones heart on the ground? Is that minuet of sin worth the days of heartache? Is it too easy to let the one you care for. Back into your life after the tears have dried up? The taste of salt, the wet pillow, and the hard breaths you take. All because of me. The unspoken words you keep to your head and thee thoughts in my trying not to think cuz the exam in front of me seems to be blank as I spill my head into this blog. Now I am blank. Don't worry I'm coming back .
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Last day in English before finals
so a day of reminiscing and digression from professer murphy. This class was a pretty chill class for the first class of the day. Money for the grades was a good option out English 51. The blogs in this class helped me. Last readying of the essay in the stupid text book. Starbucks for the parttime teacher. Haha idk what I'm ranting about. I like sitting down with itouch typing up blogs. I just realize that ihave work tomorrow finals next week then I got a month of doing nothing. Work will be fun with all the filipinos. I just want money to eat. I only got two dowlares. Hmm I got to write that essay up I'm Hellas lazy. So he said we would get out early but we spend more time digressing then reading. I need to finish up my math homework. I want some money! Blehh not really I just want some food.:) I'm done
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Hella slow
To continue with the whole stress idea i was going about...
Now that i actually have free time....
stress is the result from the demands in our life and not having enought supply to fufill those demands idk something like that...=/
For the first time last night I felt stress of school. It wasn't from any assighment that was due. Nor was it from any upcomming test. It came from the ridicoulus internet problem that has happening. The internet happen to be down around the whole valley. And it just happen to occur when Priorty 3 students were able to register for classes. So I was franticly trying to get my computer to connect to the internet. I couldnt connect =/. Then I tried using a phone. Great idea. It connected to the internet but it wouldn't let me log in. Phailure... So then I call Bebekeks to log on for me. She gets on, logs in, and then phailure again... She could not get to register for the classes. So then the stress finally hits me. The classes were in demand and I didnt have the supply of the internet. That ruined my night and I just went home. Tried the internet before i went to sleep. Lucky me. It works. Register for the classes that I wanted but not to complete satisfaction. The chemistry class I wanted to attend was at maximum capacity. So I just settled for the other one. To my surprise while i was writing this blog. I decided to check just in case. 1/26 available/capacity. Quickly, I dropped my other chemistry class and registerd for the new one. Now everything is where it is suppose to be. The stress is gone. Now I can watch everyaround me in the filled computer lab criticaly thinking, typing hastily, and rubbing their foreheads as they don't know what is suppose to be next. I sway in the chair from side to side only thinking of what letter will i hit next on the keyboard. I kinna feel bad though. I am using this computer just write a blog to where only a few select people will even read the whole thing. (This girl was so stressed she got her flip flop stuck on the table some how. o.0) Someone else can be writing their paper or finishing up their final. I need to get lab hours done any ways. Only two more hours left then I am done with this lab. The lab lady was standing over my shoulder reading what i was typing. It was kind of creepy. This whole blog was suppose to be about stress. Now, it just turned into a rant about nothing. I phail at having intellectual thoughts-_-... grrrrr..... Good news though=]. The airport job called me back and I start tomorrow =]. Yay im going to actually have money now. I can finally pay back my mom for all the gas I wasted. Or at least I can buy my own. If anything most of my money will be going to food and gas. Thats all I really wanted. I didn't want any new or nice things. I am statisfied with the clothes, the laptop, the car, and the way i live. The only thing I want is food to put in my stomach and the gas the car needs to get me there. Boba and Pho? or California Burritos and Carne Asada Fries? Now I am just really hungry. I want a burrito again. I barely have any money though. Christmas is comming up. I kind of feel the spirt. Maybe some of Linh's chirstmas songs she has been talking about will help me. More food is good too =]. Finals hmmm... Math is not going to be a problem. English I will do alright in. Public Speaking I need to start my cermonial speech for that. I have no clue what to write about. I want to honnor Manny Pacquiao for defeating De La Hoya. So much for the golden boy. Psychology. Is mayb the one spot I have to really foucus on right now. I only need 111 points to get an A. It shouldnt be that hard right? Just get another A on my exam I should be good. I just need to stop falling asleep in class and start taking notes. I wish I came back for that one day. I missed a day's lecture. To bad thats lame. I just realized that this is a really long rant. Sorry if you decided to read all the way up to this point. That is a waste of five minuets of ure life. If anything, you have time to lose becuase you came to read my blog anyways. I have to much time on my hands any ways. I got only two days of school. I finally got a job though, so I have other things to occupy my time. Next semester will be very interesting. English 1a and Chem 04 while trying to do Sociology online? But is ok becuase I just get to do the thing i love to do. Play basketball. That will be an intersting period of my time. I think i will take a dance for my next PE though. Fundamentals of music for my art. For some reason I just got really bored and i planed out my next two semester of Fall 09 and Spring 10. Lab is really ghey.
Just in case you wanted to know
FALL 09
1.BI 13- Human Ananatomy & Phisiology 1 (3)
2.SOC 4- SocAnal/Critical Thinking (4)
3.Phil 13- Perspective Death/Dying (3)
4.Phil 14- Introduction to Ethics (3)
SPRING 10
1.BI 015 General Microbiology (5)
2.BI 014 Human Anatomy &PhyII (5)
3.MUS 012 Fund of Music (3)
4.HEC 013 General Nutrition (3)
This is just incase there is not any intersession or summer agian.
I wish that bio didnt conflict with chem this year or i would of taken it.
Or at least i should of placed in Eng 1A when i tested. That was ghey.
Hopefully there is a summer session and stuff so I can have a lighter load.
Because looking at that schedule. It looks pretty hectic.
I liked sitting her by myself. Writing in my blog about nothing. It was pretty relaxing I must admit. I should go eat tho im getting really hungry. I dont even know how much money I gots. I need to do some recycling. Its good for the earth and its good for my pocket! I also need to drink that big case of vitamin water that I have in my closet. I need to drink water period. I don't really drink the recomened value. I am going to have liver problems like peter said when he read my palm. I want a palm reading book for xmas too. That seemed pretty cool. =]It feels good to get nothing done but still doing alot at the same time... Well its lunch time so lets go eat!
Now that i actually have free time....
stress is the result from the demands in our life and not having enought supply to fufill those demands idk something like that...=/
For the first time last night I felt stress of school. It wasn't from any assighment that was due. Nor was it from any upcomming test. It came from the ridicoulus internet problem that has happening. The internet happen to be down around the whole valley. And it just happen to occur when Priorty 3 students were able to register for classes. So I was franticly trying to get my computer to connect to the internet. I couldnt connect =/. Then I tried using a phone. Great idea. It connected to the internet but it wouldn't let me log in. Phailure... So then I call Bebekeks to log on for me. She gets on, logs in, and then phailure again... She could not get to register for the classes. So then the stress finally hits me. The classes were in demand and I didnt have the supply of the internet. That ruined my night and I just went home. Tried the internet before i went to sleep. Lucky me. It works. Register for the classes that I wanted but not to complete satisfaction. The chemistry class I wanted to attend was at maximum capacity. So I just settled for the other one. To my surprise while i was writing this blog. I decided to check just in case. 1/26 available/capacity. Quickly, I dropped my other chemistry class and registerd for the new one. Now everything is where it is suppose to be. The stress is gone. Now I can watch everyaround me in the filled computer lab criticaly thinking, typing hastily, and rubbing their foreheads as they don't know what is suppose to be next. I sway in the chair from side to side only thinking of what letter will i hit next on the keyboard. I kinna feel bad though. I am using this computer just write a blog to where only a few select people will even read the whole thing. (This girl was so stressed she got her flip flop stuck on the table some how. o.0) Someone else can be writing their paper or finishing up their final. I need to get lab hours done any ways. Only two more hours left then I am done with this lab. The lab lady was standing over my shoulder reading what i was typing. It was kind of creepy. This whole blog was suppose to be about stress. Now, it just turned into a rant about nothing. I phail at having intellectual thoughts-_-... grrrrr..... Good news though=]. The airport job called me back and I start tomorrow =]. Yay im going to actually have money now. I can finally pay back my mom for all the gas I wasted. Or at least I can buy my own. If anything most of my money will be going to food and gas. Thats all I really wanted. I didn't want any new or nice things. I am statisfied with the clothes, the laptop, the car, and the way i live. The only thing I want is food to put in my stomach and the gas the car needs to get me there. Boba and Pho? or California Burritos and Carne Asada Fries? Now I am just really hungry. I want a burrito again. I barely have any money though. Christmas is comming up. I kind of feel the spirt. Maybe some of Linh's chirstmas songs she has been talking about will help me. More food is good too =]. Finals hmmm... Math is not going to be a problem. English I will do alright in. Public Speaking I need to start my cermonial speech for that. I have no clue what to write about. I want to honnor Manny Pacquiao for defeating De La Hoya. So much for the golden boy. Psychology. Is mayb the one spot I have to really foucus on right now. I only need 111 points to get an A. It shouldnt be that hard right? Just get another A on my exam I should be good. I just need to stop falling asleep in class and start taking notes. I wish I came back for that one day. I missed a day's lecture. To bad thats lame. I just realized that this is a really long rant. Sorry if you decided to read all the way up to this point. That is a waste of five minuets of ure life. If anything, you have time to lose becuase you came to read my blog anyways. I have to much time on my hands any ways. I got only two days of school. I finally got a job though, so I have other things to occupy my time. Next semester will be very interesting. English 1a and Chem 04 while trying to do Sociology online? But is ok becuase I just get to do the thing i love to do. Play basketball. That will be an intersting period of my time. I think i will take a dance for my next PE though. Fundamentals of music for my art. For some reason I just got really bored and i planed out my next two semester of Fall 09 and Spring 10. Lab is really ghey.
Just in case you wanted to know
FALL 09
1.BI 13- Human Ananatomy & Phisiology 1 (3)
2.SOC 4- SocAnal/Critical Thinking (4)
3.Phil 13- Perspective Death/Dying (3)
4.Phil 14- Introduction to Ethics (3)
SPRING 10
1.BI 015 General Microbiology (5)
2.BI 014 Human Anatomy &PhyII (5)
3.MUS 012 Fund of Music (3)
4.HEC 013 General Nutrition (3)
This is just incase there is not any intersession or summer agian.
I wish that bio didnt conflict with chem this year or i would of taken it.
Or at least i should of placed in Eng 1A when i tested. That was ghey.
Hopefully there is a summer session and stuff so I can have a lighter load.
Because looking at that schedule. It looks pretty hectic.
I liked sitting her by myself. Writing in my blog about nothing. It was pretty relaxing I must admit. I should go eat tho im getting really hungry. I dont even know how much money I gots. I need to do some recycling. Its good for the earth and its good for my pocket! I also need to drink that big case of vitamin water that I have in my closet. I need to drink water period. I don't really drink the recomened value. I am going to have liver problems like peter said when he read my palm. I want a palm reading book for xmas too. That seemed pretty cool. =]It feels good to get nothing done but still doing alot at the same time... Well its lunch time so lets go eat!
My Hero
Pacquiao vs De La Hoya
They said it would be a superfight
They said that De La Hoya had it 2 to 1
They said that De La Hoya was to big
They said that De Lahoy was to tall
I said Pacquiao will fxck him up XD
What Happened?
They said it would be a superfight
They said that De La Hoya had it 2 to 1
They said that De La Hoya was to big
They said that De Lahoy was to tall
I said Pacquiao will fxck him up XD
What Happened?
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